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so hey guys. idk it's like 11 pm but I feel like I need to write my thoughts down. i feel a little sad at the moment. I try to feel confident and pretty every day but that's hard sometimes. as u guys know my skin breaked out a few weeks ago and since than my skin got "better" . so normally it is a shock for me to break out again. it's so confusing to me. I tend  to break out on my cheeks and it's not like just one small pimple no it's like three or four small pimples next to each other. it's so god damn frustrating. I don't know how to feel confident or pretty when all I get are new pimples which make me feel ugly as f*ck. lol. I have the feeling that 90% of my posts are about my skin. but guys I just wanna be honest with u and share my thoughts. and well that's what's bothering me right now. it's actually pretty dumb but I can't do nothing but stare at my ugly skin. the worst thing is I don't even know what to do and what the hell im doing wrong. I just can't anymore. I'm so afraid that ppl will comment on my face and my skin. it's one of my biggest fears actually. and i think it's funny bc it's hormonal and I can't do anything about it. anyways this post helped me a little bit to sort my thoughts again but I'm still in a bad mood. hopefully I'll get through it. good night.