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from full makeup to less makeup to non makeup. yeah I know a lot of girls wear makeup. I know that some of those girls wear makeup bc they feel pretty with it. they feel confident. they feel strong.but nobody ever thought about the fact that makeup can also be a negative thing. I mean don't get me wrong, u can wear as much makeup as u want to but I really made bad experiences with makeup. I started using makeup when I was like twelve. I wanted to feel prettier. I was such a stupid girl. Anyways I did it and it was such a terrible idea. Like I was pretty without makeup. There was no need in using it. So yeah after a while I used more and more and more and more. And voila I was fifteen. I was fifteen and I was ashamed to hell without makeup. I was even scared to wear no makeup in front of my parents. Like my parents. I looked so differently without makeup that I was scared of their reaction. This was soooo wrong guys. So wrong. And I had quite a few breakdowns because of it. and I don't even know which breakdown it was but somewhen I started to wear less makeup. Like just a "little" bit of concealer here and there. I felt better but still I wasn't makeup free and I still looked a little bit different without it. So yeah after a few weeks I had another breakdown and know I'm fed up. I'm sick of being so dependent on makeup. From now on i try to live makeup free. I don't know if it will work but i hope it will. nothing would make me happier than to be free.