☹ ⓟⓡⓞⓑⓛⓔⓜⓢ ☹ II my life with acne ugh

buenos freakin' días mis amigos. yes, i can also greet ya in spanish. take that puta. so yeah i really wanted to write to u and that's bc. i'm bored af and i deal with a pretty stupid problem at the moment and that is, as u all can read above, acne. yezz... i hate it but the funny thing about it is that i start to accept it slowly. last year my skin started to change a lot and i didn't know which demon came inside me but hell my skin was toooooottaly diffrent. i started to get acne and for me it was a huge shock. i had never 'the' perfect skin but wuuh that was new for me. i started to get pimples on my cheeks which was first of all very unusual for me and then i saw that they were sooooo hard to get away. it was so crazy to me i didn't know what to do besides putting more and more makeup on my face. huge mistake guys. huge mistake. dont get me wrong but hell makeup doesnt make anything better. really it cant hide a huge bump. so the few last months were terrible for me. im lucky that it isnt like sooo bad but still i have imperfections. i didnt know how to cope with it. i didn't know which products to use.  how my skin will react and thats the hard part about it. so yeah after a while ive learnt that my skin is extremly sensitive on my cheeks area. they get red and huge bumps will say "hello" and guys they hurt so bad. yeah i know it sounds gross but for those of u who can relate to it : high five bitch. at the moment i have a bad skin thing going on again and i wanted to share some tips with u guys. in the past and also now i always felt/feel so bad when i get acne but i started to figure out what helps me out during that time. ive learnt that i dont like to wear so much makeup at that time and always use some creams which helped my skin the past. then i concentrate on other things so i dont think about it all the time. usually i start to read a lot about food and try to figure out whats good for my body. then i eat some fruits and drink some tea and watch a series. it makes me instantly feel better. i dont know but i have the feeling that when i eat healthy my thoughts get more positive and my mood is better, too. maybe its just me but u could try it out, too. another thing is that i really love to write, draw, sing oder read during that time. u dont know how good i feel right now bc i write about my "problem". the funny thing is that i know that there are so many ppl out there who have to cope with the same thing like me but during that time i think that im the only person on the earth who has acne. so thank u for being my readers #amen. in addition to that i have to tell myself that it is my body which is changing and that it isnt my fault. its in my gens and i cant do anything else than to embrace it and to not feel bad about it. everything will be okay dokay. so dont stress about things u cants control bc its not bad to have acne. it just indicates that we are changing. that we are diffrent. and we want to be diffrent bc normal ppl scare us. remember that.