❥ ⓕⓔⓔⓛⓘⓝⓖⓢ ❥ II human beings are so messed up...

bonjour mes amis ♡ . so ive noticed that i havent written for a quite a long time now and i thought that i'll write a little bit again. actually there is nothing special going on right now but my dear friend leyla is coming home tomorrow and im super excited to see her again. we didnt see each other for a half year and thats pretty long considering i usually see her every day. my next few weeks will be a little bit stressful bc i have to write all my exams but i think i will survive it. another thing that i notice everday again is that i change so much. i change like every freakin second of the day and i cant do anything against it. it freaks me out but it is also positive. i think changes are good but also scary. maybe thats life idk. being sixteen is rough enough so i look forward to growing up and feeling okay again. feelings are such a mess. human beinigs are so freakin' emotional i cant even. but the funny thing is that i feel nothing at all. really im just empty. so f*ckin' empty. i wish i could feel something again but it just makes me so tired. tired af. byeeeeee.